Toooday.

Today. Was a very bad day. It was a shit day. I'm sorry to use profanities, but that the only way I can accurately describe it. So I didn't get enough sleep. As always. And I went to school early. For no reason. And I felt sick all day, like I was gonna throw up. Everywhere I went. And so I didn't go to last period. And I shut my phone in a car door. This was probably the worst part, seeing as my phone meant a lot to me because I've had it for two years, literally, and I took reeeeeally good care of it. And it's just gone. I feel like I just wanna freakin' go fall off a cliff. And then I slept. And had a nightmare. And I haven't eaten all day cause I feel so sick. And I just really would like to punch someone in the face to take out all of my frustrations with the world. That'd be super nice. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH and I have homework to do I hate school. I really dint though. But I do. Off to do calculus and current events. Just divine.

Young life.

So lately, a tragedy has befallen our little closely connected almost secluded North Ogden city. A very charming and illuminous girl was lost. I never really knew her that well, but still, somehow I feel like I did, and every news story, every video, every article has kept me on edge ever since this whole thing started. "bring her home," they said. And it happened, slowly and sadly, but news came. I've just been thinking a lot, about how one life can affect the lives of so many. It, obviously, affects the person who has committed such a horrendous and dastardly act, friends and family, and close friends and family, acquaintances even. Like, just look at me. I have tons of friends that were very good friends with this beautiful girl,and they're weeping endlessly over her loss. And at the same time, as I see how many lives she touched, how many smiles she made blossom, it makes me incredible sad to know that I never got the chance to meet her. And it makes me think. Have you ever asked yourself the question, "who would really come to my funeral?" because I seem to ask myself it all the time. On the surface, most everyone would say, "my close friends and family." but what most people don't ever think of, is the other people. People whos lives you touched, without effort, even. Peoples who's lives you made a great impact on, without ever knowing that you did. And finally, it really makes me have a different view on my life, and makes me know that, when I do have problems, or think I'm going through extreme trials and tribulations, I DO have people that smile down on me, that love me, that care. And so do you. So does everybody in this world, whether they think it or know it or not. And another thing about these situations is to reevaluate your priorities in life. You know, maybe you aren't showing your mom how much you care, or how much your friend means or meant to you. Because honestly, no one in this world will ever know what is going to happen. I would say to just say. Because almost always, when people leave this earth, many friends and family wish they'd have said more to that person, because they never did. So my advice? Is to give advice. Is to talk. Is to laugh with. Is to smile and joke with. As many people as you can before they go, or before you go, because I know how it feels to be on the side of the story of regret and sorrow, with my late, sweet, honest, caring, intelligent, beautiful friend Abbey. So i know how it feels to have felt a stronger loss than most. Its almost like you lose double, because you lost the friendship, and then friend. Or something along those lines. Rest in paradise you both.<3

Wow. It's like. Early.

Welp. Good morning. I love ipads. Oh my god i got a kitty he's sooooooooo cute! (: he has like mental problems and a leg problem cause he was drowned when he was a baby. :( saddest. Any who. His name is tweak, like off of south park. >:) god he's so cute! I have you lie stuck in my head ohmagad. The way you liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee. (: I've decided dumb people are dumb. Oh I'm delirious. It is waaaay too early for me to be awake. D: I need to find a cat sitter for tomorrow. ): whooooo tell me whooooo will watch this cat! Maybe I just won't be able to go tomorrow. ): bah. I got extensions today they're very pretty. (: cept I need to cut them and possibly dye them so they look okeeeeyyyy in mu hurr. What is this saxophone noise emanating from my little brothers room? .... Guess I'll never know. Probably like .1 person is going to read this post. And .00000000001 will give a shit. (: I'm so tired. ): I'm going to bed. Goonye.


<3
PEACEANBUHLESINS

randammmm? :D

Teen mom. Is what I'm Watching. Arizona. Is where I am. Wrapped in a blanket on a chair. So this post is basically just Going to be me ranting about things that probably nobody cares about. Except maybe my mom. Hahaha. So I don't know what to do with my life:( I don't know howwwww fetch I am supposed to pay for college...? Aaah, stress. Dr.pepper+ cheese = BEST SNACKS EVAHH. So this summer has been real good. I've been partying like no other;D. SORREYFOPAWTYRAHKIN. :) so I like this boy. God I hate that phrase it's sooooo cliche And stupid and naive sounding. He's hot. And perfect(: if he'd text me that'd be COOL. So I am in LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE pretty little liars. Ezra is my favorite. Noooooo Caleb is. No Toby. GAH HOT MAN OVERLOAD ON PLL! so I love funny commercials. Like the state farm ones. They're EFFING hilarious. :D I H A T E L I A R S. like a lot. I like hot men though. And twitter. Twitter is my favorite. Hey! I'm kind of scared for new school year. ): don't know too many people. Eh Whatev. People should ferillll not MAKE-OHMYGOD INTERRUPTION, I want extensions really bad. ): someone get them for me. And I'm most likely dying my hair brighhhhhht red. Maybe ill post a picture of the color I want. Interruption over- their WHOLE lives about Someone ELSES live. Farell. Hey I'm so excited to go TO THE MOVIES TONIGHT. I can't decide between HP or transformers. ): gahhhh. Okay well I'm going to leave blog goodbye I'm Going to get back to my TV show. :)

PEACEANDBUHLESSSINS. <3

I hate boys... Cliche much?

Soooo I've decided It's reaaaaally hard to write on a blog without interenet at home.. It's treacherous.
Aaaaaah I'm so sick and I hate it. My eyes cry whenever they feeel like, my nose is half runny and half stuffy, my throat hurts so bad I can't even swallow my spit. Grrr.
So I hate boys. I like someone. And I feel like a creep about it. Why? I SHOULDN'T FEEL THIS WAY WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE!!!!
Aspyn got in a fight at school. The freaking one day I DON'T go to school.
Then someone got in a fight the next day. EFF!
Sooooo I wanted to go to Vegas this weekend, but my mom decided that NY would be better. It'll be fother muckin' C O L D if we do go there. But, I really would definitely like to see the big apple. Seeing as THEYFORGOTMELASTTIME.....
AAAAAAAAAAH ONLY ELEVEN MORE DAYS!!!
...Till I leave this dreadful black hole of a state they call Utah. I can't wait to see family and be out of this cold sucky weather<33
Well, IMMAGOGETMATANONNN.(:

-SORETHROATSSUUUUCKBUTTHOLEE.
peacandbuhlessins'.
<3

Kung Fu Panda Video Game? :D

Not much.
Thanks for asking. This week was just a regular week, till yesterday of course. (; Yesterday was super fun! We went dancing to the We Are Who We Are club thing. It was waaay fun, except for the creep guys there? Haha. I hate them. Um, we saw some people we knew there. Some jerks, some creepers and some posers and some cool people (few?). Then we had to wait outside of the club for like five minutes for my momma to come get us, and we all we're, like, D E A D. It was great. Then we got McDonald's and...... Ate it? Then we woke up and got ready and Aspyn went somewhere that I dont know haha and me and Syd came to Corbett's for a little then we're going bowling. Aaaaand she's playing Kung Fu Panda on Corbett's big huge tv. And she says funny things when shes fighting the bad people. Like "This is some bad news bears.." When she dies. Or "OHMYGOD they're evvvrywhere." (: Love you Syd.

Peace and Buhlessings.
"Ciara look they keep coming out of the sky! that doesn't happen in real life. .... Then again pandas dont beat pigs either.."
<3
-C

Superbowl..

SORRY it's sooo late.
Sunday, WAS THE SUPERBOWL!!!
I'm a Steelers fan! By heart! ALWAYS will be! SO, this was kinda depressing. But me &them are, like, married. So I stick widdum from the good AND the bad.
Wore my Steelers shirt Monday; got the crap kicked out of me, verbally. BUT, it'd really funny when I retorted with "Hmm. Maybe they did lose. But WE'VE been to the superbowl EIGHT times. And only lost TWICE. Ummm has your team? No? Didn't think so." But it's still good. (:
Today, Yoga was the best class.
PEACEANDBUHLESSINS.
Cheerio.

I Luhh Me Some Contacts..

So.
Friday was an A day. Mmm, pretty good. We didn't have to microtype in comp tech! :D Yoga was great. As always. It's cool cos Stireman made an example out of me that class, andd everybody was all 'Wow, she's darn flexible!' ;D I felt so super great. AP euro and Precalc, Blah. Oh. I forgot what day it was, I think it was Thursday actually, but I forgot to post about this awesomeeeee friggin poetry book I made for English. This was a very good self-esteem week I guess. Haha. (: Hmm. Today. I might have to watch Hailee tonight. I hope not cause I got me some plans! Great day today, BTW. Went n got me some handy dandy contacts. They're puuuuurdy. (: <3

Cheerio.
-C.

Sleep=My ruin

Gaaah!
I'm sorry.
I forgot to post yesterday. I can't keep slackin off, gosh darn it.
Anyways,
yesterday. Good day! Ummm okay I'll be honest. I don't remember yesterday phahah. I remember that me and Ryan went to her house for lunch, though! She had some pictures to take for her photography class, so we took some B.A. pics!! Of candles and dogs and hooks on the wall... (; After schoooool... I went tanning! :D Then I went and hung out with some friends & went to Crossroads. And got a liter of pop just for meeee! (: Fun stuff.
Today.
Today was great. In health, we dissected pig eyes. I loove dissecting stuff. See and here's the thing, I reaally want to be a plastic surgeon. But there's just one issue, I do NOT want to waste my life on another 12-14 years of med school. Gaah. I need to decide what I want to be already. I have like 6 career choices. It sucks. Mmm. Almost fell asleep in biology? Stole Zach's coat. Gave it back. Learned he's a senior. Wait, scratch that; I learned he was a senior before I stole his coat. Umm. OH MY GOSH! This is for Nicole. (;

We have to go get her bag.
We don't like it when boys sag.
She has to go to World Civ,
Cos that's just the way we live.
But I have to go to Math Lab,
Put that lunch on my tab..

Good times at schoool. So, in essence, I'm pretty mad as of late. Today, got home from school, and I figured I'd go to sleep. I woke up at SEVEN. NOT FREAKING REMEMBERING I HAD S4. I'm soooo mad.. Now I'll probably only get like 1 point E.C. Hate my life. ):

Peace and BUHLESSINS.
Sweet cookies
-C

Tuesday?

Hm. Today was a very funny day. I laughed a ton. first period, me and aspyn could NOT stop laughing during silent reading (we got lots of dirty looks from the teach). Biology was actually not that bad, Cade's funny, and I feel smart when I outsmart him, cause, he's pretty darn smart. Mmmm.. ENGLISH! Oh goodness, how I love Miss Paxton. She's so great! That class just makes my B day. (: Lunch, Nicole and I went and took some pictures. :D Good stuff. Math Lab, played some tower defense game on John's iphone, FUN! (: Babysit Tarek, looked at some cars to buy, went to the 'game with Shalese. HAHAHAHHAHAH god girl I luhh you. We have a fun time. When we go to Wal Mart. And I push you in a cart. And we make fart noises around little kids. And we write with fabric gel on our phones. xD Aaaah great time, great time. Oops; forgot to read AP Euro. Oh well. (;

Sweeeeeet Cookies.
-C

Been A Long Time..

Wow. Three years? How do I sum that up in a short blog post? Eh. Yeah, I can't. I'll give a little general update, I guess that could suffice.. I'm a sophmore now at Weber High School, I've been neutralizing my hair color so as not to further damage it, I like to party (c'mon now, I'm normal, it's high school, member?), I'm currently about 1/5 of the way through Assassin's Creed Brotherhood. Hmm. That'll be all for that.

Today! Today was a pretty normal day. So I got up and went to school at 7:40 (barely making it, as always; I like to sleep in..). So, it's A day. My first period is Computer tech. Sittin' next to Pay is a fun time, as always. (; We listened to various favorites from The Lonely Island. While typing Microtype, of course. I probably am the most suckiest typer in the world. I type at like 38 words per minute, bahaha! Payton makes me frustrated in how she has the typing speed of a keyboard wizard demon on crack. Grr.

2nd period. Yoga! I love yoga. It's my new favorite thing. Stireman is the best. I love going to that class, it's always this homely and comfortable feeling, and it's never "Oh, are they looking at me?? Am I doing this pose right?? Do I look dumb?", everyone cares about how they feel, and not how others feel about them. I love it. Plus, after that class, I'm always happy and relaxed for a great rest of the day. Not to mention my great weenie friend, Korie.. (;

Lunch. Ooh, I had a great lunch. Kinda spontaneous. Me and Ry went to my house. Aah, I love that girl. I love talking to her. I love the fact that I can just talk and talk and talk, and she will just listen and not complain about me being loquacious. So anyways, we drive to my house, eat a hot pocket and a pop-tart. Nice lunch right?? (: Then we head back to school, a little early (surprising right?!).
Dare: I just dare you, juuuust dare you, to find my vocab word in this paragraph..

Thirrrrrrd. I have AP Euro. GOD, I love Mrs. Keim!! She's so great. Today we reviewed Communism, Leninism, and the Russian Revolution. Pretty interesting! Russia was just headed for a downfall. I can't believe all the stuff I've learned in this class, I didn't know sooo much. It's great. I love learning. Especially with Mrs. Keim!

Fourth. Gaah. YAY! Last period. Precalculus. Mrs. Heiter. GAAAAAAH. Her and Mrs. KEim are my favorite teachers. EVER. Anyway, today's lesson was easy, Radians, since we learned that last year (REVIEWWWWS are the best). OH MY LORD. Be proud; I scored a 85% on the last test. WOW GO CIARA right!? Aweee, Jen Hill! You're my favorite. I love having you in my class. Great times..

**Fun fact: My grandpa knows Mrs. Keim and Mrs. Heiter & they know him because he used to be a counselor at Weber High.(:

Mmmm.. I go home, babysit Tarek, sing some karaoke. I wonder if I'll ever have the guts to go to American Idol? I sure hope so. Mom drove back from work, great. Now we proceed to the homestead. COOL I HAVE BIOLOGY HOMEWORK. Greatfantasticawesomelovelylegitwonderful. Ugggggggghhhh.

Sweet cookies!
-C